28.10.09,5.12am
Wa 2dae reallie vent all my anger n dissappt out on tat stupix Ice.Had so much "fun" wit te bitch wit Xiao Nic.^^Though didnt recovered my past memories,hp n $,I earned another ting.=)Mayb sum dae u wil c a reallie xialan SiBeiCiBai kia StEv3n who plays te law wit u if u reallie offend mi!!!Now tink abt it,it reallie was fun man.Hav u eva seen those ppl who go beat te victim who ltr te victim end up in QX while I was away scott free?Ha thxz 2 Xiao Nic I reallie seh tat bitch face reallie jialak jialak.
Oso realise tat Cheryl had a bf le.Kinda sad though I planned so much tings on her bdae now all go dwn te drain le.Cnt blame nobdy but myself,lyk cum on,she was my hot n wild lady,wat charm do I hav 2 hold her?1 last time u c mi saein tis:"Someday my memories will fade,her voice,her actions,and her stupix face,I might forget them as well,but even so,I will always remember that I have love Cheryl......"Haha may te devil bless those gals whom i had reallie fallen in luv wit b4,gl n hf while u stil can,mayb sum dae when u c how happie I m wit my wife,dun regret cos u didnt gave mi te chance or I didnt noe how 2 luv u te correct way......
2009:Kinda sad now tat 117 is now wat de 117......Nth reallie last 4eva man I guess,nt frenship,relationship or even Kinship."Father And Mother I Hate You"Tats wat built up de real meanin of family,it shld b a H instead of a L.Hais now as daes drift by,te gap btwn Meng,Fat,Didi and Lai seems so near yet so far.Te rest r amost as gd as a hi-bye frens le.Tinkin abt how gd we used 2 b in 117,wat a joke.May Doomsdae arrived soon and end a catastrophe 2 human race......
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黑与白能配吗?我跟她是两个不同世界的人,如果在一起会快乐吗?
我愿意做一辈子的笨小孩,永远地爱你。。。我也是那个连一句“我爱你”都说不出的笨小孩。。。
Went MY wit Fat.Damn suay kanna tax 4 te rk tat i bought,lucky 1 pack nia else more cui.Wa te malay gal officer damn hot la!!!Lmao keep look at her in te office.^^Sort tings out.Though my past memories r gone,I believe I can cre8 a more interestin n lj future memories wit my lost pone.^^I wun trust ppl so easily agn n there wil b a barrier btwn almost every1 le n tat includes Kinship.
21.10.09
Outin wit KY 2 MY.^^
Nth much reallie happened 2dae except went in lepak lepak wit KY in MY.Bought a couple ring though but I wish it cld b a sad endin btwn mi n Cheryl......Dunoe wtf I m tinkin......
19.10.09
Sch frens......
Nth beats havin fun in sch.Supposed go sch emo de cos of pone tingy n fren betrayal in te end,end up as wat I used 2 b.Rmb 1 damn funnie ting.Supposed go cut te project tingy de den I end up playin UNO Stackos wit those waste wood!!!Lmao la.Guess I shldnt condeemed myself frm bein a guy tat I reallie wanna b so soon......
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Lmao,jus came b frm mac eatin n saw 2 mata up frm my 8th flr.ljks keep stare limbei knn lyk wat idiot til i opened my door......Hais wil sumbdy cheer mi up?
19.10.09,4.34am
I wil update my past memories asap.Filled wit nth rage n dissappment,I believe ppl wun c te happie go lucky StEv3n animore.I met n lost a fren worth few hundred bucks.Dun wanna tok abt it 4 now,hope everyting wil pass soon......
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Went meet boss tok n sign contract.Jalan jalan suntec awhile den go PS eat te Riverside tingy den hm Cabal le.Jus nw chiong EOD den finally gt rid of te rank restriction!=)Anw wanted 2 tok 2 Ganlaopo de but I guess she shld b alrite witout mi ba.I oso dunoe whether I gt feel 4 her ornt,jus plain scared n used 2 my singlehood life.May te fated 1 b wit her.=)
22.3.09,3.00am
Did I do te rite ting?
Ganlaopo was sad ba 2dae,frm te way I tok 2 her,sort of sense it.Hey look,I was doin te rite ting ok by nt acceptin n hurtin her in time 2 cum.I noe my lj pattern n I guess I wun change myself 4 ani gals.Hope she find sum1 who noes hw 2 treasure her lo.=)
I lost my "Heart" 2 Fate on my way while lookin 4 true luv.If u find it,it means we r fated.=)By den lets hope its 4eva......
21.3.09,3.24am
She lyks mi?
Wtf heard frm Junting tat my Ganlaopo Huilin wan jio mi.Idk wat 2 do la.I dun wanna b hurt n hurt others in return again.My past failed exp has mke mi lose hope in r/o.Tired of bein bastard by gals ba,I m used 2 my singlehood life le.Hope Ganlaopo wun reallie jio mi ba else I wil b loss 4 words......
Has my heart alrdy been occupied by sumbdy?Or isit used 2 te confinement life of solitary?
13.3.09,2.50am
12.3.06.=)
Ytd was te 4th anni wit Cris meimei.=)Went ard lookin 4 te stupix penguin cos its our special animal.=)Bought @ Century Square den straight go her hse giv her le.Nth else reallie happened.Y I keep Ganmeimeis?Haha simple,cos 哥哥是不可以爱上妹妹的.All tis while I hav been lookin Cris upon as my real sis.Shld aniting mishap happen 2 her,Van n Xuan Xiang,I wun let te person off easily.Though we aint blood related,but its an affinity tat we r Gans.=)Te 2 of them hav te same b'dae,n I shldnt hav fallen 4 them tats y I restrict myself by stayin by their side as their stupix gorgor.Wats idiot of mi is wrote tat stupix letter 2 Van yrs ago n made her cried,nw stil bo courage apologise 2 her face 2 face.Hais may happiness b wit them!!!
11.3.09,4.10am
Recovered!!!
Jus recovered frm my stupix sickness.Gt fever,flu,cough,diarrohea,stomache,heada
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Jus nw Knn Laobei go shut dwn power I went dwn slack alone den took 小黑 2 a mini tour 2 Sandy's blk playground.Kick a knn lj lao mao act bossy den go fight wit 小黑.Damn cute la 小黑,humji de when I took him otw via Sonic.Ytd OVERSLPT til veri jialak la.4.30pm den woke up den rot at hm til 10pm went dwn macin.@ dwnstair Fo's blk realise Limin n gangs @ 117 but bo hiu.Went eat mac den came b Limin came over tok la.Sian la she dunoe gt in2 wat trouble sia,so worried 4 her.Gonna gt her outa my mind.she gt tat Gerald sumting or wat le.He oso lyk her so I mus giv him cos we r brothers.=)Wun let history repeat itself again.I guess u oso dun hav ani interest in mi ba cos u bo look mi up.Even if u did,I promise myself I wun ans ur calls as nt 2 let myself fall deeper in2 te hole.Hais GREY IS JUS AN ILLUSION!!!!!!
20.2.09,12.25am
Hw r u?
Turnin in early 4 te 1st time cos of sch ltr.If stil overslpt wun slp le nx time if theres ani event.Ytd overslpt til goin PM project presentation fast chiong dwn.Did te Makan @ Ease-anonymity grpwrk.Glad its finally over le.Rest of te event is nth de so dun bother write.Did I mke te rite choice by MIA-in frm her n leave her wit tat Gerald care?Hais c hw lon she cn remain single 4 mi lo.If she change her ahlian seh,I wil jio u wit all my heart.
19.2.09,2.24am
Given up
Ytd damn dulan la otw 2 sch.Gt 1 cb malay auntie put te baby beside my sacred seat in te bus almost blow off my temper but stil lun.I m a GAB!Tats 4 sure.Te past few daes been mixin wit te wrong gangs den realise I m wrong le nw dun mix wit them le.Went sch maths den AC den nite went bb @ 120 wit Nic.Limin keep jio mi go cheat Andy $ la wth but I told her 2 cancel te deal dunoe she gt go in te end ornt.Hope she finds a beta guy dan mi!!!
18.2.09,5.40am
I've decided 2 run away frm reality......
Nw sittin @ 117 waitin go mac wit Xiao Nic,Limin n frens.Ytd went sch do ac new project wth la damn kuku te tingy.After tat went hm den nite went over find Limin n frens.Noe another bunch of Lovell frens n dey were funny.Te J sumting guy keep lyk wan jio Limin la,I c le sian diao le.Gonna giv up n run away frm her tis period le.Nt goin ans or reply her calls n msg.Hope Limin n tat guy last!If she kanna played idk wat 2 do animore......
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Nw goin slp le.Jus nw was damn fun la.Pei Limin tok til mornin when send her hm.B4 tat meet a stingy noob guy,Andy age 25,den he drove mi,her,Meiqi,Lovell,n tat J sumting de out 2 OCH.Te 2gals damn humji la den tat Meiqi keep pull my hand I sianx diao la its nt Limin.=(She sum more go hold lovell hand I sian diao n she kept tink I lyk Meiqi,kept push mi 2 her wth lo......Wats happie is she kept ask mi piggyb her!=)Ytd afternn oso sian la those cb malays kias go waste my time at Bedok Int.Change project timin bo tel mi let mi wait lyk a fool.Hais shld I b wit her?Our age gap fuck sia den I oso dunoe hw 2 luv a gal.Wil we last if we start?I wan her 2 change her bad habits 1st 4 mi b4 I reallie go in a r/o wit her.If halfway she stead wit other guys n gt cheated again,I wil live a singlehood life.=)
16.2.09,3.35pm
Singlehood is te best!
Nw on my way 2 Bedok Int.Ytd 4gt write nw try tink b as much as possible.Ytd wanted go KBCC 4 te CO de but den sick den rot @ hm til nite go bb @ 120.Saw Limin n gangs la but hiulan cos she alrdy sum1 else le.Lolx den Mi'lady Leevia's brother,Mesfer gt te wrong idea tat I lyk her sis.Wth la hope she doesnt gt te wrong signals too......2dae went sch awhile 4 maths nia den cn go hm le cos C-Prog cancel.Nw goin Bedok do LLA
15.2.09,4.50am
Its over!!!I m once again freed!!!
Jus play a blk catchin wit 小黑 lolx @ Fo's blk wit Fo n Nic.Damn funnie la haha.Ytd was a fucked up dae......I overslpt til 3pm,didnt go archery again but chiong dwn Kovan buy te straws n fast chiong b hm via Sonic do.Almost finish den realise its 6.15pm le den fast chiong dwn PS.Otw durin te train still fold tat stupix hearts la,every1 keep c mi,gt even 2 mute keep do handsigns tok abt mi lolx.Finished everyting @ Dohby Ghaut den fast call ex "Laopo".Mus gt te "" cos its over le."Laopo" dunoe wtf go shut off te pone la wth I was late 15mins nia n u didnt even gave mi te chance 2 xplain y I was late.I cld hav lie 2 u,dun fold te 519 hearts de la but stil I did n u didnt gave mi te chance 2 xplain......Dun even noe u gt go there in te 1st place ornt lo......
My heart was shattered 2 million pieces n I dunoe hw 2 fixed it in a whole again.Went b SK after 30mins wait @ toilet lolx la drink wit Fo @ 120 den tok abt te Makuntong!!!Anihw cre8 de cos gt sum malay event damn weird.After drink went b hm den 1am went dwn slack wit Fo,Bran,Nic n Bryant til nw.Lolx Bryant oso sad la lyk kanna used by a gal he lyks......I dunoe ani comfort words la den keep suan him til he damn dulan.I wanna cry my hearts out too la but i realise I dun even noe hw 2 do tat animore......I hav reach another stage in life le,wil b more mature......Thxz "Laopo",4 te hurt u gave mi on Vdae n our 1st mth anni......It was te greatest gift I eva had on a Vdae......I shall hav a gd slp on my bed 2nite,finally its over......14/1/09 aint a dream but a lesson in reality......I WILL b a pb,no longer a bein "P" de b.=)
14.2.09,6.25am
One last chance......
Jus met 1 dunoe is siao kia or real consellor who last time I played a prank on.He lived on my blk de den jus nw I foldin te hearts he came n tok 2 mi n beat my head via cap 2times kum lan.He sae I shldnt do te hearts n waste my life nw as I m stil young.I hiulan la cos even though I noe Laopo wun last 4eva wit mi but I stil tink its worth my effort!=)Anw shit la all te hearts r finished n I m short of......Gonna go off early durin Archery la go Kovan buy hope enough la.Ytd overslpt again den didnt go maths n te 2nd yr tok.Jus went sch 4 te AC test den hm Cabal til nite went Macin.After Macin went cut sum hearts n slack awhile wit Bran n Yaode.4am+ den cum dwn do hearts again.小黑 pei mi through te nite too n it slpt awhile @ my laps.=)
Mayb I reallie will b a animal terapist in future!=)Hope Laopo appreciates it though.=)
13.2.09,3.34am
Soul Searchin......
Nw @ Fo's blk.Jus did a 16combo O smk!=)Wee I beat tat noob Mayi le wat 13 nia.Start b smk ytd cos te cross country run finally over le.Ytd fuck la.Overslpt again den cab dwn last min reach there dey start alrdy.Cont run den gt pathetic 67th position......Knn limbei last time XMS top 4 runner nw......After run thought cn meet Laopo cos she sae she free on thurs in te end......Went hm rot den brood over my slpiness la......Gonna cont fold te hearts tis 2daes til our 1st mth anni n its Vdae!!!=)Finally a yr of Vdae wit a gal I lyk!Hope u dun tel mi u gt event hor else I reallie bwg le......
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Hais ytd was a lousy dae la.Woke up den tink abt Limin's tings......Laopo reply my msg den doesnt seem 2 bother much......Went sch n usual lessons den went hm le.Evenin went meet Xiao Nic n frens slack awhile den went hm le,Ltr is te run le yea!!!Gonna gt gd results......Nt 4 ani1 tis time,its 4 myself.
11.2.09,3.10am
Wth its started so fast......
Studyin 4 tml ac test.Sianx la tat Limin......Hais reallie bwg la.Its nt meant 2 b mine ba i guess.Anw ytd went AC lesson den hm awhile nite joggin again den went plaza wit Fo n Ben deposit $ den midnite suppose happie go meet her de in te end......Wtf la she jus......4gt it la I m destined 2 b alone
10.2.09,2.45am
Y do u even bother?
Ytd went sch as usual stuffs den hm awhile go bai bai wit Pehbu.After tat went hm awhile den went nite joggin le.Kinda miss tat Limin la den suddenly Laopo tok 2 mi @ msn shocked la she stil rmb she hav a bf here.Dun even noe she cares abt mi ornt lo.Hais jus gonna keep wat I owaes tell ppl 2 do le.Backup/insurance!!!=)Hais I wanna c tat 八婆 Limin again!!!My Laopo absence cnt blame mi go find gal pei wat since u OWAES cnt meet mi.U owaes wanted mi 2 find another gal dun u?Nw I m waitin c hw tat dae goes,hope I wun end up in a despair valentine dae......
9.2.09,11.45am
Shes on my list!
Ytd ton til 2dae mornin den hm slp le.Rot @ hm den nite went stamina buildin 4 te upcomin cross country.Mus gt gd results!Midnite went slack wit Xiao Nic n 2 八婆s Limin n Meiqi.=)After tat went Xiao Nic hse rest I stay awake do nth.Her char is kinda likeable!Too bad I nw hav a MIA Laopo n heard tat Yucong wanna jio her oso so 4gt it!
8.2.09,4.00am
Rottin......
Ytd went swim @ luc hse den hm rot.Overslpt den didnt go archery.Knn lj laobei go sd te internet power when I in mission war ccb la......Wonder hw my Laopo is doin le.Hais,wil tis yr valentine dae b te same as owaes?
7.2.09,4.58am
1st time meet 2gather......
Ytd went sch 4 AC otw saw Sandy,1st time we tke 27 2gather kinda glad sia.=)Went test 20mins den go hm le.Kah Ming returned mi 170bucks n nw left Taupok n Da Ge nia......Hm cabal til nite went macnin saw Yeehui n tat Esther gal.=)Hehe my mind was up 2 hanky panky stuffs la lolx.Wil I last lon wit Jacintha?Idk abt tat le,cos do all couples who start off dun get 2 c each other 4 3wks?!?!Wth la I dun gt wat my Laopo is tinkin le,when I do reallie miss her,I jus play games 2 gt myself occupied.Hais I doubt tis wil lastanw.Gonna "GAMEOVER" sn n te hearts cn throw away le......
6.2.09,2.22am
A break?
Hais 2dae fuck la cnt find my Laopo whole afternn......Dunoe but I jus feel we r gttin more apart le......Saw Yeehui n te wan tke hp de gal wa cnt wait 2 fuck them upside dwn sio!=)My 2009 goal cfm mus giv away de......BB damn fun la but gt injured leg again gonna b careful......
5.2.09,2.46am
...
Didnt go sch 2dae den thought cn pei Laopo go hm in te end she went hm herself......Hais hiulan her alrdy la,cnt b bothered.Sick n nobdy cares,nt even u when I called......N everytime u sae u wld call mi after u kup my pone,u didnt.I wld wait lyk a stupix fool.U cnt b bothered abt mi,shall we break?
4.2.09,4.34am
Laziness
Lazy write ytd entries.1 sentence.I missed u Laopo.
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3.2.09,3.10am
Didnt went sch ytd again cos overslpt......Knn GPA sure bcome lousy le.Whole dae rot @ hm den do nth la.Ltr goin meet laopo le,pls dun overslpt!!!I wan c my laopo!!!
2.2.09,4.34am
No more mahjiong!!!
Ytd went bai nian @ Auntie Kim hse wit 117peeps.Damn fun la.Knn lost my 50bucks den go dio 1 stupix bus captain......Play mahjiong lyk siao 2dae den lose quite abit.Went eat Zicha @ Hougang Plaza damn full.Went b sk saw ytd midnite slack wit Xiao Nic de gal de fren.Mus ask 4 her no if gt fate c her alone again.Nth wrong wat,I cnt find my laopo 2 pei mi,bo bian find other ppl......If laopo wan break wit mi I aniting le la cos damn dulan la thought ltr after sch cn send her hm in te afternn in te end sae go out wit frens again......Does she even care a hoot abt mi?Do I stand a place in her heart?Is te rumours true tat she n tat bastard patch le n I kanna a cuckold?I wil go wit my feelin n do wat I wan le,those gt a prob jus fuck off.
1.2.09,1.30am
Funnie yet pathetic guy......
Jus saw tat time kan my pone de bastard.Wanted 2 wallop him jialak jialak de but on 2nd thoughts,I promise sumbdy last time I wun gt in2 trouble again wit te law le den jus walked away.Ltr goin macin wit Xiao Nic.Ytd went Archery @ sch den went meet Shermin den meet 1 guy do wat I do damn cute sia.
So-Called-Ahmad.
Went meet Yibon after tat den eat n slack @ 117 til 7pm went hm Cabal le.Funnie sia Marshall go eat pills cos he kanna framed.Wanted 2 c laopo de but den tml oso dun hav meet......Sian la laopo,I wan c u!!!!!!!!!
31.1.09,7.34am
Its been awhile since I last slpt on my bed......
Ytd slpt @ flr awhile watch tv.Went stupix AC den hm rot le til nite go Macin.Damn lon didnt touch my bed le.Kept ton n go sch straightaway.Hais didnt gt 2 meet laopo ytd oso,hais......
30.1.09,4.46am
Mahjiong suay......
Knn jus delete te previous entries @ my pone......Lost alot la 2dae......All za hu knn......Ltr goin sch le......
29.1.09
Mahjiong craze!!!!!!
Didnt go sch again den rot @ hm all dae.Damn miss laopo la.She doesnt noe hw much I do luv her,keep push mi 2 Shermin......Hais dun blame mi la if my feelins 4 u fade......Cos I m tired of missin u le.Nite went over Bran hse play mahjiong again
28.1.09
Mahjiong again!!!
Been playin 48hrs mahjiong til 29thJan den went sch maths slp n AC den hm rot......
27.1.09
Mahjiong!!!
Auntie came over eat 2dae @ my hse den bo go out til nite went Bran hse play Guitar Hero n mahjiong til nx dae go sch,bo meet laopo again......
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Decided 2 update my rotin lj!!!
4.14am
Wa full!!!=)
Ytd woke up in te mornin den Cabal til evenin went bai nian @ relative hse.No time smk la den nite went 四姑姑 hse eat alot tings damn full n happie.All my wrkout wasted le n went b hm didnt do wrkout.Tis is my niece Xuan Ning!=)
Played wit her til tired la.She stuffed te lion wit food lolx lo.Gt lotsa angbaos la but te amount cnt b compared 2 those 1 shot few hundred bucks de.Used my G705 ytd le.Stil gt alot learn hope cn use tis pone tke pic wit my Laopo!!!
26.1.09,5.54am
Stupix tuan yuan fan...
Rmb abit wat I did on 24th Jan le.I went learn Archery @ sch wit Han Wei.Ytd played bb @ 117 wit Fo,Nic n Ah Chong Gangs.After tat went hm den played com n watched tv til nw goin oioi le.Wat tuan yuan fan nt full ppl de sia......Ah Ma is g,Da Ge MIA,Lao Bei attitude eat alone......
25.1.09,9.42am
STM
Nw writin ytd entries.4gt wat I do ytd le so hiulan.Jus agreed hlp Shermin b her part time stead @ Valentine Dae hope Laopo wun gt misunderstand.It seems fun though.Hope dun nd do aniting too xtreme cn le!=)Even if my feelins fade 4 u,dun blame mi cos I cnt seem 2 b wit u when I wan......
24.1.09,4.00am
Overslpt......
Knn Laobei shut dwn te power again......Improper sd again com sure cui de.Anw ytd didnt go sch cos overslpt.Woke up @ 3pm+ den use com n standard tv show til 10pm went eat @ 401 wit 117Peeps.Kok Meng was here too,finally sia after dua us 4 dunoe hw lon.It was fun la 2 hang out lyk tis once awhile though.=)
23.1.09,3.24am
My hairs g!!!
Ytd went maths lesson den too early saw tat Chang cb cher n my hair was teken til jialak jialak.My b g la wtf den after PM1 went Lian Wei's police grad tingy den went Yishun eat.After tat went b sk den sit @ 117 te light damn bright sia!
Tis is Garfield!!!
Tis is 117 new Kitten n I named it Spotty n its respond!!!
BatMan!!!
22.1.09,12.58am
BB shiok!!!
Ytd woke up late abit den chiong clas maths test den Chicken Cutlet b4 went b sk @ 10am tke te AC bk n buy rk.Stupix AC played Djing2 til Grand Master woo!!!I m te clas champ!!!After tat hm usual stuff den went 120 bb wit Fo,Nic n Luc.Damn fun la til dulan sum ppl didnt play properly went hm wrkout......Laopo finally msg mi den damn happie la thought she stil angry wit mi......Wat silent break scare te hell outa mi sia.Anw DanDan went b china le,there goes te Irodori r/o......I dun care a hoot abt ani outin le......
21.1.09,1.24am
Pissed off......
ytd woke up early thought cn pei Laopo walk frm CP 2 sch in te end bo meet tio......Damn dulan la lyk everyting my fault,meet 7-11 bo daiji le ma......Hais up til nw bo contact......Overslpt ltr but stil went awhile 4 AC den went hm usual stuffs le,goin resume my wrkout n BB trainin le.Nth shall b in my way,if u understand mi,dun bother 2 care.Hw lon does ur 4eva last anw?
20.1.09,12.48am
恨
Almost 4gt hw 2 write tis word ytd.Damn dulan la ytd cos nobdy givs a damn abt DanDan trip b 2 china......Ytd auto woke up den pei Laopo go sch.After tat went b XMS wit Fo n Bran eat den go maths.Supposed go find DanDan n te rest de go play de den pon C-Prog in te end bo go......I m outa te Irodori FAMILY!!!Nt gonna meet on te nx outin or wat le......Went C-Prog den hm watch "Never Back Down" den nite tv den chiong wrkout.Watched "Bolt" goin finish le damn funnie la,tml gonna finish te 10mins part.Ltr goin meet Laopo again!!!Hooray!!!
19.1.09,12.18am
Didnt tke te pic again......
Ytd woke up @ 1pm den fast chiong dwn find Laopo in te end didnt meet......Damn sad la she sick den woke up late bobian den I gong gong go there wait n do nth.Went b @ 3.30pm den go buy gift 4 Matt's Gong Gong's b'dae n I was invited damn happie la.
Kept emo outside look @ sky den nite go BB @ 120.DanDan goin b china le n hope ltr can meet wit te "others" go play......Cb those 2 小王八蛋 knn cnt cancel everyting 4 a fren whos goin b abroad la wth......Goin oioi le.hope te internet tingy gt wel sn......
18.1.09,2.52am
I missed her......
Hao xiang wo de Laopo......Slpt til 5pm+ 2dae cos bo event den Fo wan BB den went dwn @ 6pm.Yibon came ltr n we played til 10pm.Pei Farhan went over kup rk den slack @ 117.Went b hm watch tv til nw goin oioi le.ltr meetin Laopo,yea!=)
17.1.09,4.15am
Yea 117 ring ok le!!!
Ytd woke up @ 6.10am myself witout alarm dunoe y.Mayb wanna meet Laopo tats y.Pei her til she go sch den hm change clothes,rest den go sch 4 S&W n AC.Own time own target 2dae S&W den do sum wrkout wit Raymond,Fazuan n another guy den Cafe1 ate alot stuffs.AC do cock stuffs den hm le.Played BB @ 117 @ 4.30pm cos Bangala fixed it tis mornin den Nic came dwn @ 5.30pm den we went b @ 6.30pm.Hm played Gz awhile den went over Macin wit Fo,Yibon,Nic n ltr Danial n Bryant oso.Went b @ 1am+ den ltr trainin wit Fo lyk last wk te punchin bag awhile den played cats le.Mayb i reallie m gonna b a animal terapist when I grow up lyk wat Ms Lena's job predictor saes.Damn miss Laopo la,hope sun cn hav a pic wit her.If she doesnt wan it,I wun force her le......
16.1.09,1.04am
BBlin!!!=)
Ytd woke up late den jus went sch eat Chicken Cutlet n LLA lesson nia.1st time eat Chicken Cutlet gt left overs de wth lor.LLA did cock stuffs den ltr meet Laopo send her hm.=)I m a carin bf hor!She made mi believe in luv again,hope tis isnt jus another fantasies......After send her hm den 88 hm overslpt til Pasir Ris den recall last time pri 4 gt lost,cried n asked 4 uncles's hlp.Went b 117 den BB awhile go Yibon hse use pump BB in te end bo needle......Went 299 BB wit Junting den saw Taupok cal Fo den go his hse kio $$$ frm him Pehbu.His Laobei sae after cny den giv us hope true else I make sure te "spider eggs" r thrown.Anw I goin fold those kuku ting AGAIN 4 te last time 4 my laopo!=)If she breaks my heart,tats it.I wil seal my heart 4eva......
15.1.09,12.14am
=)A new start,a new beginnin......
Went maths lesson 1st ting in te mornin.Thought change clas cos no ppl only gt mi n Ibrahim nia.In te end cher came n we went in shocked la cos we 2 nt te 1st student de everytime.Did maths attentively n went a quite near coffeeshop eat wit clasmates.Ate Mee Goreng,1 plain n egg prata n drank Bandung n Teh Peng in te end gt stomache.Went sch dapian wit KY den went AC oso do te wrk lyk neva b4.After clas went meet Jac @ CP den walk walk den go Kovan buy my BB!Finally cn BB le!
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14.1.09,2.35am
Went sch @ 11am+ 2dae straightaway do gym @ sch le.Went eat Chicken Cutlet den 1st time almost cnt finish la wtf.Went AC den shock sia suddenly do te wrk lyk too guai de student le wit Ky n Raymond.After clas went find Jacintha send her hm.Gt "Kan" out of te bus la damn sad sia almost reach her hse le ask mi go away......Hais dunoe wth I quite happie sia when I c her.Dun tell mi my memories of 262632 is reallie fadin away......Nite Jacintha send mi an sms sae wat dun fan tingy dunoe how la.Hais shld I change myself 2 b wit her?Or shld she accept my faults 1st?God noes......
“我已经忘了怎样去爱一个人了。跟我在一起,你会辛福吗?”
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I HATE U StEv3n!!!U r reallie nt called SiBeiCiBai 4 nth......"Sin" everydae den feel guilty 4 fuck?Wheres ur "I do what I want!You have a problem?" attitude?Fuckin piece of shit la StEv3n......
Went pei Jacintha @ her sch outside 2dae AGAIN dunoe 4 wat sia.I nt her who anw den she kept ask mi go dwn pei her lolx.Funnie ting is when she goin in her sch she ask mi giv her a HUG!WTF LA!!!I neva hug ani gals b4 la den my bus came I jus faster zao up n sae bb.Went hm den after awhile pei Fo n Nic go Cp tke te lj survey frm Weaklin.Went hm rest awhile den went sch le.Slpt @ maths lesson again cos of tat mornin shit......Went Chicken Cutlet den C-Prog den went hm straight Cabal le.Hais FUCK Time,Fate n God la.I m startin 2 lose memories of u,ur stupix face n everyting......Is Fate bindin mi 2gather wit Jacintha?I aint sure of tat.I dun care abt wat 3yrs age gap lyk wat Cris n Amanda le ma?Wth sia jus let natural tkes it course la n let my heart leads it own path......
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2dae went do QC of te survey tingy til 5pm+ den went Bishan meet MY giv her te tings."Aaron Kwok"=Siao Steven came n sang lj songs in front of other ppl damn kuku lor @ K.After pass MY te tingy cabbed hm den Dota wit Nic le.Goin bath nw n slp le tml meetin Jacintha......
11.1.09
Borin......
Woke up n rot @ hm til 9pm+ went tke Sonic den realise sum cbks go jisiao my lock nw damn hard open......LENT Kah Meng money again......Broke my principles again......Nite went Punggol area jalan jalan til dunoe where den went b de time Fo called n sae gt daiji I fast went b 117 wait.In te end bo daiji cos its link 2 Agnes in a way.Fo came by my hse ltr den we went Macin den spar each other.Tis is by Fighter Fo!!!
Fierce sia.Tats all 4 2dae events.Fo goin showdwn real soon......
10.1.09,5.36am
Overslpt again......
Didnt went sch again......Woke up @ 3pm den all te way use comp til 10pm go dwn eat Mac wit 117peeps n Jidan.After eat slack awhile @ 117 den hm Dota til 4am+ laobei go off power again......Go pompom den Djmax til nw goin oioi le.Nites every1!=)
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Ytd went sch damn tired la cos didnt slp.Slpt @ maths lesson den after tat chiong dwn Tampines n Yishun do te survey tingy.It was nth lor n Fo lyk hard lolx.Went E-trial test @ CDC ltr on den hais pass lyk fuck la.I took 4 trial test,results=1st,84%FAILED,2nd,90%PASSED,3
8.1.09,7.24am
Wth lj job......
Nw goin sch le.Jus ate mac wit Nic cos we played Dota til 5am+.Ytd overslpt den didnt go sch.Pei Fo over K eat n do te lj survey tingy.Last min cock up den I call Ms Lena n asked 4 exscue n it was approved!=)I guai boix boix bobian.Gd gracious la!Ltr on heard frm Nic wat Marcus dead le......No joke n te case cld b link 2 LJK......Went hm dota til 5am+ haha sor de......
"Someday my memories will fade,her voice,her actions,and her stupix face,I might forget them as well,but even so,I will always remember that I have love Amanda......"
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2dae woke up @ 7am den chiong dwn CHIJ meet Jacintha send her 2 sch.Went b hm den slpt til 1pm+ fast chiong 2 sch 4 AC lessons.Went chicken cutlet wit Raymond again den after clas finished went b hm le.Gt b my 50bucks frm LJK!!!Wth lend my Da Ge again den he sae tml 1 shot return mi 200bucks......Anw went Matt hse hav dinner cos its uncle Mike's b'dae.Bought him a dvd "Wanted",hope he lyk it.=)Had a fun time there n cnt stop myself frm cryin frm such scenes......
Tis is Matt's kitten!!!Damn cute lo!!!
Gt a new pone,G705,new yr den use nw dun wan use yet n I gonna gao MIA mayb sumtime soon......
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Woke up 2dae @ 6.45am den fast tke bus go CHIJ te rivervale mall there de meet Jacintha.1st time meet up wit her kinda ok la her char.Abit CAL though!=)Went wrk @ Tampines blk 139 there damn borin la.Do only 7 nia 4 2hrs den went sch @ 10am+.Went maths lesson den fall aslp le cos damn sianx.Woke up den CHICKEN CUTLET!!!!!!C prog afterwards den hm wit Raymond n Ahmad saw a gay......Chit chat wit Raymond on te way den hm play game le.
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2dae was damn borin again.Went wrk @ Yishun there den after tat went Bishan find MY pass her te papers all tat cock stuffs.
Tis is tired 小笨蛋 Nic.=)
Went b den go bb awhile den nite Dota til nw.Goin oioi le tml sch reopen n gonna meet Jacintha lolx dunoe do wat sia @ 7am den go wrk te survey tingy again......=X
Look at te rice!!!Damn power la!!!=)
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2dae woke up @ 2.30pm den faster chiong dwn Yishun do te survey tingy le.It was nth la,piece of cake lo.Went wit Fo n ltr on meet Nic @ North Pt eat his lunch.Went b 117 den do te survey conclusion tingy den hm dota le.Stupix Joey thought wat I @ overseas lolx wtf la,if I reallie go so far I cfm will ask 2 tke a pic wit jus her only le lor.Wen Han jus nw called Fo den tink gt lj daiji den Wen Han wan call mata lolx......
3.1.09,5.40am
2009 jus sux......
2nd dae of new yr n it was so borin la.Ytd didnt slp @ all den afternn went Midlink plaza 4 te survey wrk wit Fo n Nic le.Damn borin la te lecture there den went Amanda's papa last time wrk de coffeeshop there eat duck rice after tat.Took bus 80 hm wit Hm ltr on body damn nua la wth.Didnt bb @ all den hm play game le.
Woke up @ 9pm 2dae.Kept went b slp cos bo event la damn fucked up.No bb,nth.Watched tv til 10pm den 11pm went Nic hse tke WC3 disc file den went hm supposed Dota de but den cnt den 1am+ Bran jio go dwn slack den in te end pei mi go find Yibon n her frens.Slack til 2.30am+ den walk b plaza den saw Ben n his fren den slack til nw lor.Tok alot la den dun feel lyk go hm in te end tink b abt my comp fast er go hm le.Shld I fold te last 521 hearts 4 her on valentine dae?Shall I make te last confession b4 I make ani stupix goals 4 2009 4 losin my virgin?Who noes......
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Ytd was te countdwn of te new year 2009.Did nth much.Ate lunch wit Fo n Nic @ plaza K den hm til 4.30pm bb @ 120.BB awhile den sianx diao go hm le.Supposed nite go 155 there c firewrks de den Dota den Bryant,Fo n Nic last min pua stun didnt tell mi......In te end last min tell mi I stayed @ hm instead Cabal.Nite went dwn 117 den shocked la gt alot ppl closed de 2 117......Slacked n "BOMB" ard 117 n civil defense & police came dwn cos te "BOMB" was damn loud la.
Tis "BOMB" or 雷王 was frm MY de when I went wit Meng yrs ago,luckily still can use.Slacked til 3am+ den went hm le.BORIN!!!Hope ltr gt event......
31.12.08,6.12am
Wth didnt took a pic wit jus her alone......
Ytd was fun!!!Met Cai @ 2.30pm den took bus 2 Vivo walk ard there wit Nic oso til 6pm+ meet our boss MY.Ate lunch @ te SuperDog,te drinks sux la.Sianx cnt keep ear piercin n keep nails......Went off eariler @ 6.50pm go meet Pat dey all den realise dey change slots......Luckily nt cos of mi la else guilty sia.Went eat ljs @ Cinne 4 dinner den went c Bedtime Story le.=)Te show was damn funny,cute,stupix n touchin la!!!I cried @ te last part when everyting starts 2 fall apart 4 te dunoe wat snikkers guy.After te movie took a nt so nice 全家福 pic......
“爱一个人不需要拥有着她"问题是我再也见不到她了,我会开心吗?我自做多情。我自做
Went hm via mrt wit Pat,Ky n Gwen den sae gdbye 2 them n I m alone again......Cnt stand te feelin of saein te last gdbye la.I hate n loathe it......I dun wanna mke ani more frens!!!Nt as close as tis family......
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Jus woke up nt lon ago.Ytd slpt @ 6am+ again la so didnt write.Ytd went Irodori wrk last dae damn sad la.I played 2 my fullest enjoyment,luckily Anne wasnt ard.Tis is te gd Manager Esther!!!
Tis is our Boss Chan Mali Chan!!!
Amanda's family,Joey n her sis came over 2 eat n FUCK it I didnt ask 4 a pic......Ate alot of tings durin/after wrk den took pic wit Mary n April!!!
1st time "Propose" 2 gal=Mary n I was rejected......
Haha finally dey tke a pic wit mi le cos I reallie last dae til "I came b frm Canada".Took my 500+ pay n went b hm alone le,as usual.Tis is te lj cat tat mi n KY owaes jisiao.=)
Took a pic wit Dan Dan n Shuang Shuang too!=)
Went Bran hse dota til 4am+ den went hm le.Damn dulan la those 2 小王八蛋,lyk dunoe rush 2 mother fuckin where la.Dey conference de time I hiulan go dota.=)Hais hope ltr if I gt meet them dun lyk tat la......
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